This is due to the fact that some woman want all the attention . My father remarried when we were small . So somehow he never had any time for us . It was almost like we never existed in his world . He pushed me away so many times and all I ever wanted was his love and affection as a child . So one thing I learned from this experience my father loved me very much . Even though he married a woman who thought she was an only and first wife . She lived in a dream world and she made sure he never had time for us . So I stood by him a
nd loved and adored him until his very last breathe . My dad lost everything and he was no longer good enough for them . So I do not hate them I pity them . Even today as I am writing this I made peace with her and somehow she cannot understand why I am this way . The Lord has given me much more then what she robbed us off . I am a much better human being and I will always love my father .
